Falling like the leaves in autumn

Friday, August 24, 2007
1:16 AM

Fri, 24 Aug 2007
Day 48

Next week's tutorial free week.. That means no classes! NO LECTURES.. NO TUTORIALS.. NO SCHOOL! woohoo! can go out to play..

Nea.. i've got a lot of assignments on my hands. And i've yet to start on them. You know what's the most frustrating part about doing assignments in university? You can NEVER find information that you need online anymore.. You MUST go to the university library and stare at the books for the answers. That means i've to go back during the tutorial free week..=( Haiz.. i can foresee life to be hell in the days to come..

Anyone's a big fan of Wu Zun?? Learnt from my friend over lunch that his family is her family's "family friend".. Cool right? She said brunei's small so you know practically everyone. But she mentioned that Wu Zun's elder brother looks more shuai.. Unfortunately, he's married.. Haha.. sorry gals..

Should i work?? My friend's working in shiels.. it's a jewellery shop. Sells rings, necklaces, bracelets and watches. Not cheap la.. They are the expensive kind.. The stuff there costs about $1000 and can reach up to $10,000 plus? She said the company needs people desperately. They pay $15 per hr i think.. before tax.. And they pay you when you go for training courses. Mmm.. Should i take it? i could work on saturdays and mondays.. Then i can support myself and my sister! But it's a give-and-take.. working means lesser time for studies. Mmm.. Dunno lei..

I don’t want to say anything anymore.. damn it la.. I shouldn’t have come home early today. I hate it when my auntie or anyone else in this house confronts me to talk about a problem. Make me feel like I’ve done something wrong. I should custom-make a mask next time, then I can hide my face behind it in such situations. Looks like we still have to make an effort to remember to switch off the modem after use. My auntie is so scared of my uncle. She dare not tell him about it cos’ she knows for sure that he wouldn’t agree to leave the modem on and he’ll throw a temper if we mentioned it. I heard him scold his children before. You wouldn’t want to mess with him. Sorry ma.. i don’t want to complain anymore. Cos if it gets to you, and then u raise the problem to them, in the end I’m the one affected. You know what popo said today while aunty irene was talking to me? She said if there’s any problem in the future, we don’t go to you but to them cos she said you complain a lot.. I was shocked when she said that ah.. and hurt. It wasn’t your fault, it was mine. Me and my big mouth.. But she talked bad about you. I feel so bad.. =”( sobx.. When you sent me an sms after the whole thing about the talk with them this morning, i suddenly broke down in tears. Haiz.. i can't wait for the dream house you promise.