Falling like the leaves in autumn

Saturday, November 29, 2008
1:39 AM

Sat, 29 Nov 2008

i'm back i'm back!!! lalala! im so HAPPY =) it has been a wonderful week.. with the very first day starting out well. aisuan, ying hui, zu xing and wei bin fetched me from the airport. BOY am i glad to see them after sooooo long!!! they're still the same old them except they were quite stunned to see all the dou dou on my face. haha..

the next day, i met up with wei leong for dinner. Though we walked around aimlessly in lot 1, we were just glad to have each other for company =D lot 1 has really changed alot eh. but still boring la haha.. however, there's so many food stores now!! lovely lovely food! grandma bought ba zhang for us. next day i had otah with bread. dad bought durian puff. wei leong brought me to eat dou hua and delicious you tiao at the famous store in rocher road i tink.

i ate african chapati with aisuan before meeting up with sean for a haircut at cineleisure. the chapati so interesting u noe? it's like a chicken wrap plus they put grapes inside!! and there's chilli sauce with some other sauce, lettuce, tomato and some other funny funny stuff. but it's really tasty! the guy mending the stall kept smiling at me aso.. hehe.

on friday, i went ice skating with ying hui and wei bin. we had to go all the way to kallang cos' the jurong east one closed down =( the price aso so steep! yikes! burned a $20 hole in my pocket for everything. they dun have the 4 grp special promotion like JE.. it'll b some time later b4 i go back again.. u noe wad? i didnt have to wear jacket lea! the cold air was so refreshing. i wore spaghetti top somemore. lol.. we started out on the ice really clumsy. the 3 of us have not been ice skating for some time, me 9 mths plus lol.. but we've become "experts" after abt half an hr.. lol ok la, not experts. just trying to exaggerate.

i realised i miss local chinese shows soo much. shows like "Little Nonya" etc etc.. sooo nice =) so every night it's back from work, eat dinner then retreat to the sofa for TV!! hehe..

Wednesday, November 19, 2008
3:35 AM

Wed, 19 Nov 2008
Day 271

my exams are officially over! i'm so happy! im a free bird now.. weeee!!! i left the exam theatre an hr b4 it ended.. after that, met up with mum to do shopping for lotsa stuff.. my cough was soooo bad.. i tink it's getting worse. taking cough syrup aso doesnt seem to work. HAIZ.. it's like i have the urge to cough every single breath i take. so irritating.. all this coughing makes me tire easily. i dun wan it to drag any longer. it has alr been affecting me since a wk ago..

i alr made a list of wad i wanna bring back home to spore. see how excited i am? hehe.. but i haven gt down to packing my stuff. lazy ah =p

frankly speaking, i've not been feeling very great da past mth. firstly, there was stress due to exams and dear was going in and out of outfield. his wkends were aso unfortunately been spent inside army. secondly, i haven spoke to him over the phone for 1 mth. we always made it a pt. to do so every wk or fortnight =( i cant help feeling that our conversations were slowly turning into monotonous sms that were sent just out of courtesy. sometimes, i dun even feel like msg him cos it's so dry..

to make it worse, i just received more bad news. he may not be able to fetch me from the airport cos' his sis is planning to celebrate her bdae tis sun.. he said earlier on he cld, then now tis cropped up =( but family comes first la.. =( to top it up, he gt more outfields and he's on standby, meaning he has to go back on call anytime during the wkends. i'd hate it if he has to abandon me halfway thru our outing.. aiz.. but gt no choice la.. in Jan, he is to fly to New Zealand for 3 wks.

this is realli not my time.. to put it bluntly, so much of wad i've been looking forward to HOME is being thrown into the darkness now.. i'm not confident of our r/s. i'm selfish. i dun wan to 'share' my bf with the army, esp. when i oni gt abt 3 mths to spend in spore.

and u noe wad dear, i didnt tell u tis but i've to work for my dad in the meantime cos he is short of staff. so even if u hav time for me, i may not have time for u..

i noe how pissed and tired u are due to army.. but im not any far off. im so tired of tinking how much little time i have with u b4 going back to perth. im tired getting so upset over tis. i realli hope my limited time with u will b worthwhile cos' i didnt wait 9 mths just for SHIT.. pardon me for being so rude. but tis is really how i feel..

haiz.. i'm just so suay.. my 3 mths is shortened to 2 mths with u, and possibly even shorter cos i dun get to see u during wkdays. ="( sighhhhhhh....

i cant believe i spent $175 over 2 days! oh gosh.. charmaine's going broke..

*oh yea.. jordain! gd luck for ur last paper tmr! =)

btw.. just to let ya noe, my flight details are :

touch down in spore this sunday, 23 nov
5.20pm
Terminal 1
QF 77

hey guys, dun come and fetch me if ur still gt exams ok? i dun wan u to waste hrs just to pick me up at the airport when u cld have used that time to study.. all the best for ur remaining papers! KAMBATTE! =D a big hug from me to you as gd luck! sure do well de. wahahahah!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008
1:04 AM

12 Nov 2008
Day 264

YES! i finished 3 papers already! i was so nervous the past few days that i've not been eating well - skipped lunch (because my exams start at 12pm on both days) and ate very little for dinner. for the past few days, i've also been getting up diligently at 6am to study. so technically, i have had very little slp. guess because of all these lack of slp and irregular meals, i caught a cough. well.. at least i can catch up on my slp now and recuperate. my next exam is only nxt wed. and that unit is SUPER EASY! studied half of it in secondary sch -.- i thought my boss wld give me more working days since she asked if i could work full-time. but she oni gave me one day.. so sad =( she said she gave me holiday earlier! argh! i dun wan.. i wanna work and earn money.. but one thing she said that made me happy was i might get holiday pay. ooooo...!!! get money in my aussie bank when i'm enjoying myself back in spore. wahahaha! that's good news =) but i bet it wldnt be much la. at least i get a lil' sth la.. i shan't complain then! hehe =D

almost one year has gone by. i cant believe this yr went by so fast! it seems like just back then i was next to my bf, hugging him and complaining that i didnt want to leave him. it was tough but possible.. that's all i can sae. and i'm thankful we're still tgt =) my 9 mths here in perth is almost up. i'm going home in 11 days time! woohoo!!! i cant wait to hug everyone back home. it's been so long, DON'T U AGREE? i noe i've missed alot of action but i hope my 3 mths back in spore will make up for it.

GOSH! i'm so at ease now. can u imagine my feelings the past few days? my heart was beating so fast all the time. i didnt finish the law paper todae =( oni did 3 out of 4 qsns. no more distinction. so sad.. my marks for the previous units have been so 'beautiful'. now sure gt tainted mark liao. oh wells.. others in my course had said this unit was quite difficult so i tink i can live with a pass instead of a credit or distinction. i'm NEVER gonna do this STINKING unit again.

say bye bye to exams (except one more) and say hello to dvds! oh yar hor.. i haven watch finish the cantonese serial caren had lent me since the start of the year. lol.. time to start again! yeh!

*i'm so evil for tempting u guys rite? hehe.. sorry.. jiayou for exams o.! dun forget to try to get some rest, drink more water and eat regular meals!

Sunday, November 2, 2008
6:29 AM

Wed, 5 Nov 2008
Day 257

Last friday was halloween, 31 Oct. i didnt noe the kids celebrate it here. cos last yr back at our relative's house, the neighbourhood was really quiet. but according to sharon, her friends told her they do celebrate it. and she was right. before amanda left for her halloween party, there was a knock on the door. TRICK OR TREAT! 3 boys with their monster masks appeared. haha.. so cute la~! lucky my mum prepared sweets for the occassion. who noes wad might happen if we dun hav any. perhaps they wld throw eggs at our house? there are such cases u noe.. we heard. anyway, we asked if we could take a picture of them, with their masks on of course. so interesting..

they're all ang-mohs underneath the mask, btw.. scary anot? hehe..

and we also snapped photos of amanda after she got dressed up and did make up. she purposely rented a dress that cost $50 for the occassion! GOSH.. i wish i can do that. haha!

doesnt she look adorable?

super woman! in heidi's dress? lol..

she looks like chun li with her hair up like that right? so ke ai.. hehe..

Man! exams are round the corner.. so scared. im way behind my exam study schedule. haiz.. i just ended my last work shift last saturday. the next day, i went for an accounting revision workshop from 9-4.30pm. so tiring ah! had a headache as soon as i reached home. gonna mug for the entire wk. haiyo..

oh that reminds me! when i went back to uni on sun, i was extremely irritated and grossed out with a housefly. it was buzzing ard me when SMACK! it gt stuck on my lips becos of my lip gloss. eeuuuwww la!!!!!! it was still buzzzzinnnggg on my lips.. i tried to sweep it off hurriedly but it didnt work so i had to pick it off. TOTALLY DISGUSTING! i had to use a tissue paper to wipe my lips after tt. ARGH! i HATE the flies here!! it's bad enuff tt they always fly around u and attack ur face or ears. but lips?! that's enuff! grrrr...

just yesterday.. i went back to uni for law revision lecture. the weather was so COLD.. how can a nice spring day be 18,19 degrees??!!! 2 wks ago, it was 30 degrees, these 2 wks 20 degrees! wad is happening? the wind was so bloody cold yesterday! and becos of this drastic temperature change, i tink i fell sick. after coming out of the shower, i broke out in cold sweat and my arms felt so weak i was shivering. i knew then i had to sit down. so bad la! when i asked my mum, she said i was going to hav a fever soon. but i cldnt feel myself having a fever. so strange. i nv had this feeling b4 when im gonna run a fever. normally it's just body ache and wala~ fever come. mmm.. PLEASE! dun do this to me now! i gotta study for exams. it starts nxt wk! ahhhh!!!! and u noe wad? this wkend the temp will go up to 30 degrees again. haiz.. somebody save me!