Falling like the leaves in autumn

Monday, June 16, 2008
9:47 AM

Mon, 16 June 2008
Day 115

oh yes! exams are over.. =) im free from all the studying, the stress, the pimples. i got so many things to do now.. find a job. maybe 2 jobs during the holidays. take my driving theory test. and maybe take practical driving lessons after tt. *the driving lessons here are freaking expensive!!!

haha.. i found the time to read everyone's blogs. and man! i missed out alot. all of ur lives are so colourful.. so many events unfolding.. and mine is just drop-dead boring.. if u ask me how many friends i made in uni, i can tell u there's nt many.. my uni life is just day in day out of uni, and home. nothing much. with projects and tests. boring me.. sometimes i wonder to myself, do i really want to live my life this way? to regret i didnt do anything much during my teenage years. when i hear how my 2nd sis spends her time (job, rowing CCA, friend outings), i cant help but feel a tinge of jealousness. but who can i blame? myself.. blame myself for not being as extroverted as her.. for being so afraid to open up to others as easily and confident as she can.. that's how she can make so many friends and i don't. but im glad the friends i have i can depend on.. and that's all that matters. but i still feel bad. is my uni life going to be that dull?

i read so many versions of my JC class' steamboat.. it puts a smile on my face when i read it and how much fun they had.. but at the same time, my heart wrenches to noe im not there to participate in the joy and laughter
=( and not forgetting food.. my sec sch peeps go out once in a while too.. haiz.. im so envious of everyone..