Falling like the leaves in autumn

Friday, January 23, 2009
7:43 AM

Fri, 23 Jan 2009

the past few days have been spectacular.. went shopping with zx, yh and mw.. shopping in bugis is a nightmare! i cant believe that bugis street can still be soooo busy on a wednesday despite it being a sch day and in the middle of the wk!! geez.. becos it was so jam-packed, neither of us had the mood to really shop and so, we went out empty-handed.. after bugis, we went to citylink and marina. bought a gift and my winter jacket! i noe.. it's white again.. my sis and friends always grumble why i always choose that colour. bag white, shoes white, clothes white. hehe.. =p muahahahah! the original price is $80 but i got it at a smashing price of $40! woo! i LOVE sales..

tried out sunglasses in bugis.. i'm the first on the book of good-looking pple!!

followed by mw..

yh's the 3rd!

and zx the 4th if he wld just try on one... grrrrr...

anyway, on thur, mw booked a badminton court at a community centre near chinese garden for 2 hrs. we played for 1/2 hr already so bushed le.. that tells u how much exercise we actually do get.. haha.. but we were laughing so hard until yh must repeatedly surrender, i stress, MUST roll on the floor.. hehe! so hilarious.. AND we broke 2 out of 3 shuttlecorks - the feather lost its head. the weird thing is, it was broken by 2 of the smaller size genders on the team. ming wei and ME! lol.. dun underestimate small pple ok? we gt alot of strength de. MUAHAHAHA! i was aso so hot and perspiring so much i stared at the pool beyond the windows like it was an oasis (did i spell it wrongly?) in a desert. zx had to wake me up from my dream. lol.. we shld do this more often.. =D i mean, exercise.. lol..

im back to my emo state now.. when i hav nth to do, im back to tinking abt him.. it's been 2 wks and 1 day since i last talked to him. im missing him, yet im feeling angry.. why hasnt he contacted me? he doesnt hav time to buy a calling card? no time to tok to me? no time to even bother?

i had a dream 2 days back. i dreamt tt he was back.. we were deciding which movie to watch. i wasnt interested cos' i was angry. i asked him why he didnt contact me the whole time he was in NZ.. he said he bought a calling card the day b4 he was to fly home. but he didnt use it since there was no point, nxt day he flying back le. i was heart-broken. turned away from him to face the exhibitions of qing dynasty (funny hey?). he was trying to pacify me. when all didnt work, he wrapped his arms around me from behind. i softened a lil' but still felt bitter.. haiz =(

after dinner todae, amanda asked if i was going to welcome him back at the airport this sunday. and i told her i don't noe. since i was not informed of the time and flight no. i tot we wld converse these 2.5 wks but we didnt. im too foolish to even expect a phone call.. i shld hav prepared myself beforehand.. i tink my mum must have overheard that im upset and angry and that his family wld most probably be fetching him home. out of the blue, she just blurted out that she was disappointed with him. disappointed tt he has yet to formally introduce me to his family. she went on to add, "is he serious abt going steady with my daughter?" suddenly i remembered how i tot i was the oni one who harboured that thought. how i felt it was not my position to ask him to introduce me to his family - that i leave it up to him to make the call. jordain aso raised this issue recently at neo's house gathering. am i being over-sensitive or 2 yrs together is just an awfully short time? ="(

Monday, January 19, 2009
11:39 PM

Tue, 20 Jan 2009

time is passing so slowly.. i've waited 12 days for him but he has not sent me an sms or given me a call from NZ. i wonder how he's doing there. is he cold? doing fine? sick? i dun even noe wad is the flight no. of the plane or the time he will be touching down in spore. haiz.. shld i fetch him from the airport?

this feeling is even worse than when i was in perth counting down. at least we get to msg each other everyday. this sucks.. =( i dun tink i'll be expecting any call or sms from him till he comes back le lar..

well, at least i can take consolation from the fact that i can take my mind off him when i go out with my friends. thx guys =)

yesterday's shopping trip was a thrill.. i didnt tink that i can actually shop so much and have so much fun laughing my head off with 2 guys.. i tot i'd feel weird. but surprisingly no lei.. =D shopping was so light-hearted and easy with 2 of them around. Easy cos they give opinions like lightning! make my life so much easier.. i dunno why i need 2nd opinion b4 buying sth.. if nt i wun buy.. saw a sch bag i like alot. got butterfly!!!

i bought alot of stuff.. got a pencil case i wanted to get since a year ago from the same shop. bought a shirt from fox which they said was quite nice. got a medium-sized bag for kai kai (mum paid for it cos it's my belated xmas present).. not bad ah? =D saw a boots but they dun hav my size.

*chel-min ah, u sae anchorpoint gt boots. i went to check it out dun have lei..

anyway, went into topshop and psycho-ed ming wei and zu xing to try out 2 very hilarious shirts! but oni innocent zx came out to show me how it looks on him. scheming mw didnt come out - according to him, he purposely did that to tease zx. zx came out with the funny-looking shirt asking, "where's mw? did he come out?" haha.. so funny.. i wanted to take photo of him de but the salesperson sae cannot.. so sad =( but im fast! i snapped one altho' it's slightly blur. muahahahaha!!

there! that stupid red shirt person sae cannot take photo.. hmph! doesnt zx just look so adorable in that shirt? ahaha! his hands were positioned exactly the same way as the shirt. lol..

it's really a fruitful trip for me.. the 2 guys didnt get anything. mmm.. but we had fun laughing about butts. i teased mw abt his butt.. after that, he started looking at people's butts. quite disturbing to see him do that.. haha kiddin la mw.. but there was one guy in particular wearing a jeans he fancies. we call it "Ass 508". lol!

Friday, January 16, 2009
7:09 AM

Sat, 17 Jan 2009

last tue, we went to desaru (msia) for a 1 day trip.. wish it was longer tho'. so boring at home.. woke up early to meet the coach driver at 7.30am in front of our condo. my cousin and uncle joined us. so there were 8 of us in the small coach bus.

we had bfast as soon as we reached msia. then headed to our first destination - Desaru Fruit Farm.

this is breadfruit. the guide told us that it tastes flat when eaten on its own, just like bread. mostly eaten with curry..

dragonfruit

soursop

there was aso the herbal garden..

the man plucked the leaves for us to smell. this is amanda just acting stupid.. haha!

with jude following suit.. wahahahah!

i fell in love with this flower. saw this in perth too. rem my photos back then?

inside the herbal garden, there was a pond of kois!!! so many oh.. the guide got some fish food to feed them and they were jumping around crazily. got us wet!

banana tree..

another type of banana. this one more curvy than the other..

yellow ginger

guess wad this is? LAKSA LEAVES!! argh! so nice smell.. so tempting..

bee house.. oh they got a bee farm aso.. they let us try a bit of their honey.. natural de..

after that, we were led to an animal farm. got goats, chickens, monkeys, rabbits, alligator, tortoise peacorks, ostrichs!

the guide fed the monkey passionfruit juice.. haha..it can realli drink man.. got seeds inside aso~

the monkey being fed is pregnant. and gosh, it is fierce! it refuses to let the other monkey in the same cage to drink.

poor monkey.. =( it was chained and can oni move around on that round circle.

the rabbits, pigeons and rooster were stranded on a round table. only the rabbits were not chained cos they dare not jump down the table. haha!

we were allowed to feed the ostrich corn. but i was the oni BRAVE one to do it. HAHA! but my hand got shit after that. now i noe why they dare not feed. looks like im the stupid one.. =S

sharon holding the rabbit on its bum.

after the whole fruit farm visit, they gave us each a container packed with so much different fruits, some of it we saw during the tour..

nxt stop is another herbal garden. but we weren't interested, oni the adults were. the oni fun part is the fishy fishy biting ur feet. u noe those kind that eat the fungus on ur feet? yea.. again, i was the oni one who put my feet in. so sad nobody join me.. aiz..

we aso went to the ostrich farm. but it was pouring quite heavily. luckily there was shelter and the guide was able to speak to us. these are ostrichs 2 wks old!

according to the guide, an ostrich egg is so hard it can support anyone's weight! the oni exception is stepping on it with heels. marvellous eh? papa, are u meditating? hehe..

he aso said the ostrich cannot die if u cut off its head. so gross rite?! u must slowly use a knife to slice its neck and let it bleed to death.

we witnessed an ostrich mama giving birth to an egg. and at such an exact time too - 4pm! it always lays an egg at 4pm. the uncle said if the egg kana water, it'll die and u cant save it =(

my dad said if it didnt rain, we cld actually ride on the ostrich lea.. alamak! such a chance lost, to the STUPID RAIN! argh! ruined our whole day..

talk abt eating too much rich food! we had seafood for both lunch and dinner. oh my.. so sinful.. got crab, lobster, oyster, fish..

after dinner, we rode on a boat to see fireflies. there are alot of mangroves on the banks of the river and that's where all the fireflies love to hang around. it was so pretty~ my first time seeing fireflies. but sadly, we cldnt get close enuff to feel or see it.. =( tink it's because of the weather. it was rather windy and the water current was getting more stronger. the time we went there aso not the right time to see fireflies cos it was still a lil' bright. if oni it was darker - can see more.. once we finished, the uncle had quite a hard time trying to get us back on shore cos of the strong current. he tried a total of 4 times b4 we can get back on land!

we reached home at about 10 plus.. all exhausted.. but loved the trip =) let's do it again!

Tuesday, January 6, 2009
12:23 AM

Tue, 6 Jan 2009

2 more days to dear's departure for New Zealand.. i've to start my countdown watch again.. haiz..

3 days back, my JC class had a gathering at neo's place for a steamboat and stayover.. i didnt get to see everyone cos 2 of them left b4 wei leong and i arrived..

this was taken b4 we came..

the class sat in a circle and played games.. it was damn fun! =)

taken after we came..

gal's grp photo.. when will i ever learn not to close my eyes during impt photos!!!! argh!!!

we had choco fondue too! with strawberries, bananas and apples! woo~ but i had to refrain myself from eating too much cos i just recovered from a very bad tummy plus vomit the previous day..

past midnight, we retreated to his room to play more games.. split into 2 grps and played guessing games.. my word was so difficult la.. no fair.. i got the movie "Predator"!!! how to act?? i tried to act it out but failed miserably. lol!!

so the rest got wei leong to help.. but bing qin said he looked more like he was doing indian dance. muahahaha! i cldnt agree more =p

and when that failed, he surrendered.. ahaha..

and huan cheng came to the rescue!!! his acting was much much better than the both of us tho it was equally hilarious! hehe.. but hey! they guessed the word!

the day b4 neo's gathering, i went cycling with the rest at east coast. had lunch b4 that. ming wei had dim sum.. and he treated me to the chicken feet.. had always loved it!! =D i aso tried the dragon beard prawn ball (yellow plate).. not bad o! too bad the char kway teow stall not opened for business that day. it's quite well known for its wet char kway teow.. =( simply delicious.. i tried it once quite a long time ago..

everyone trying to hide their faces by taking photos of each other.. lol..

but poor ying hui cldnt hide from my phone~!!!!

hui kheng and her bf, tommy and ming wei with his cool shades.. naa transition glasses..

wei bin and my claypot rice when he joined us in the evening..

zu xing.. are u missing someone? hehe..

errr ok.. so i see u miss wei bin??? ;)

therese with her famous face again.. lol..

chris drinking his favourite black coffee.. gosh i cant believe he LOVES IT and i dont! so young somemore..

see? he's licking his lips o.. woa..

went out with dear yesterday.. watched Yes Man at cineleisure.. after that, we went to Taka to eat.. i had crispy braised seafood crispy noodle.. my first time having crispy noodle.. didnt noe it's quite gd..

copycat! trying to follow me - using my middle finger to point. haaa!!

*sry sean, mp and wx.. i noe i disappointed u guys alot by telling ur last min that i cant turn up for the dinner as scheduled on sun evening. my mum wanted me to have more rest cos i keep falling sick these few days.. so i had to stay home.. =( many apologies.. i'll plan sth for us sometime soon ok? and mei peng, welcome home!!! =)