Falling like the leaves in autumn

Thursday, March 26, 2009
11:56 PM

Fri, 27 Mar 2009
Day 35

i slogged my guts out for 3 tests. but only 2 came out.. -.- i hate unannounced quizzes. well, my tutor is good enuff to sae that the quiz will most probably be this wk or nxt. but why cant he just pick one day? my friend's tutor told them it's nxt wk.. so unfair.. hmph. i studied so hard for this test that i only had less than a day to study for the next test the next day.. slept late, woke up early just to prepare. only to end up feeling 50% sure of my answers. haiz.. so tired and disappointed.

but, i just got a call from ernst and young, saying that my application for vacation work in the winter holidays has gone to the next round. i'm to go down to their office for a round of testing. and if i'm successful yet again, i would be scheduled to go for an interview on another day. guess i must have been so elated and scared at the same time that i stumbled on my words while talking to the lady who called me. i'm so scared la.. i tink more scared than excited. dunno how things will go. i always stumble when i'm nervous and i dun wan the people who test me to know that. talk about low self-confidence. yea i've plenty of that. somehow, i feel inferior when mixing around with ang-mohs. they speak so well! and i've the singlish style running thru my veins.

WAH... monday is the test. so fast! they nv give me enuff time to prepare. i dun have any formal clothes to wear! argh!!! my friend applied earlier than me, but he didnt receive any call.. and he says that the lady who gave the career talk say they eliminate 98% of applications during the testing. oh my gosh! now i dun see myself getting that interview.. =(