Falling like the leaves in autumn

Saturday, April 4, 2009
8:33 AM

Sat, 4 Apr 2009
Day 43

the 2nd day mum went back to spore, i broke a plate after being so gungho for taking the plate out from the microwave with my bare hands. it was hot and i let it slip off my fingers.

yesterday gotta be the worst transport day for me. missed 4 freaking buses! and ended up late for class - was supposed to sit for a quiz somemore! ahhhh! i left the house early at about 8.45am. bus to cannington was supposed to arrive at 8.53am. but while walking to the bus stop, the bus passed by me! so i thought i wld cross over the road to take the bus to south street since both buses bring me to uni.. guess wad? at 8.53am, the another cannington bus came %&#^! and so, i waited a good 1/2 hr for the nxt bus. when it didnt come on time, i switched over to the cannington side again. and when i did that, the south street bus zoomed past me -.- wth! 3rd bus gone! i was already so anxious at that time. wad if by the time i step into class everyone's done wif the test?! waiting for the cannington bus took forever - it even came 5 mins late. as such, when i reached the train stn, i missed the nxt bus i was supposed to take. haiz.. so suay. realli suay.. i stepped into class 20 mins late.. luckily my tutor oni gave the quiz 10 mins later.. whew..

in the afternoon, got a call from ernst and young regarding my interview and group activity results. was eliminated.. =( da feedback was they thought i was "awfully nervous" and some of the qsns they asked i didnt give a satisfactory answer. kinda expected it actually. i could feel myself shaking that day. didnt tink they wld have sensed it though.. and i was aso totally blown off with the type of qsns they asked and the group activity session. well, like wad everyone says, it's a gd experience. u'll do better nxt time.. just that, it'll b kinda akward to apply for the same firm again.. sms my mum abt the outcome (she's back in spore now, for 3 wks) and she
said, "it's alrite dear.. it's a gd learning experience for u. u've come so far. papa and i are proud of u." oh my gosh.. as soon as i read that, my eyes filled up with tears and my nose felt stuffy. i'm so glad to have parents that are so supportive =)

i got my monthly gal thingy on the same day. strange it wasnt friday the 13th. i swear it's my unluckiest day..