Falling like the leaves in autumn

Wednesday, September 8, 2010
8:57 PM

Thur, 9 Sept 2010

lost hope.. in finding a job. in finding love. in finding friends..

how can graduates find jobs when employers are so picky abt work experience? the more i apply for jobs, the more rejections i get..

everyday i get up, its the same routine. it doesnt matter when i wake up. i dun hav anything on my agenda for the day. freshen up, hav bfast, turn on the pc to search for jobs, hav lunch, continue searching hopelessly, watch movies, shower, dinner, tv, slp..

i feel like i'm going to snap soon. i feel like i've no aim in life. i feel unimpt..

how can i find love when i dun get to meet much pple? i'm limited in the no. of friends i make in perth. sometimes i see how my sister makes such a wide circle of friends here, i feel jealous. like how ming wei puts it, i dun hav a common topic wif the pple here.. its hard to find true friends.

wish my family can help me see the good in perth. so i wun complain abt my stay there. i hate feeling stuck in the middle of nowwhere. how can anyone choose btwn their family and how they truly feel abt they want in the future? esp. when they are at 2 opposite ends.

shit u wei leong. i hate u.. thx for accelerating my pain.