Falling like the leaves in autumn

Sunday, October 10, 2010
12:33 AM

Sun, 10 Oct 2010

Happy Bdae...

Time is slowly trickling by.. and i wish it goes by faster. For many of u who r still wondering, i haven gotten a job. I watch with mixed feelings as each one of my friends/acquaintances accept a job. I'm happy for them but down for myself. i dun understand how they can find one with the least amt of effort and I, on the other hand, dun even get a call for an interview when i put in the most effort lookin for one =( How do i lose out to them? I've got gd results and past working experience. i dun understand why.. ='(

It feels like it was just yesterday i've changed my mindset abt stayin in Australia for gd. to be wif my family. but its a lot harder than i tot. Suddenly, i'm back in the middle of the line but with each passing day, i'm slowly inching towards my home country.

Moving house end Oct. Took leave from nando's in the last wk of Oct to help out with the cleaning and moving.

*sighs.. this yr has got to be the worst trial period of my life. haa! i was right. i am emo today..