Paesan and his family..

i had 2 face-to-face interviews earlier last week. So far, i've received a rejection email from one company. And the other, i'm still waiting for news.

Mum asked when i would like to return to spore cos' she'll be booking the return flight tickets soon. Offer ends this midnight. Tentatively, its set at 10 Feb 2011 but she's asking if i would like to return earlier, seeing that job applications open in Feb. I dunno how to tell her that i'm having 2nd thoughts about australia. its already been 3 mths and i'm still w/o an accounting job. I noe i promised her 6 mths to a year. but.. i dunno how long i can wait. i feel so desperate and i start thinking to myself if the reason why companies dun wan to hire me is because i'm not good enough for them.

Amanda's also graduated from university and soon, she'll be looking for a job. I dunno how i will take it if she finds a job earlier than i do =( i mean, i'll be happy for her but sad for me.. u noe. Will chances of getting a job be different in spore for me?

Dad's coming down to perth today and we're all going down to fetch him from the airport. It's gonna be so much harder to broach the subject with him around. He's the master of all persuasion. Ok let's say i get the job when i apply in Feb, but they'll only take me in in 2012! what do i do in 1 yr? i'm at a crossroads again and i'm feeling so LOST.. hais